Gong Xi Fa Chai~
This is my first time spending CNY alone in my entire life. Last year was the last CNY with mama. When mama was still here, my aunties and uncles will come over to our place to have reunion dinner. Our house was a really small house, poor mah... but my siblings and i all LOVE the house. Though it is small, it is cosy and warm. It is full of sweet memories compare to my other house =)
Anyway, mama will cook all the tasty dishes that we all love, she will cook so much that sometimes she forgot that we have less than 10 people. Lol. The table is always full of food! It was really nice having mama with us for CNY. There is a very famous phrase in chinese which says that, it is when we lost it, we learn how to appreciate/treasure it. I miss all those days with mama...
Ok! Enough with all those mama thingy and back to 25th Jan 2009!
I went out to have my reunion dinner with my aunty who is still single. We went Sushi King in Boulevard. It was really nice of her to ask me out. She actually planned to fly off to KL today but when she heard the news that i'm spending CNY eve alone, she postponed her trip to tomorrow and invited me out for dinner. I feel loved. Yes, i do.
Boulevard is still quite packed though it is CNY eve, we were surprised. The dinner was nice. I had my favourite Bento and ordered a plate of my favourite sushi. Aunty ordered some dishes as well. She kept asking me to order whatever i want and i know that her intention is to make me feel at home and happy. Thank you so much aunty... I really enjoyed the dinner and i really feel loved =)
We did some shopping at Boulevard, too. Again, this is my first time going out shopping in CNY eve in my entire life. haha... because all the while i'll be helping out in the kitchen with my sis. Ever since mama is gone, a lot of things had happened and things changed. All these have made me the person that i am now. It can be positive and it can be negative. Sometimes, people may wonder why the coldness. I guess sometimes we just have to don't care at all. I guess stepping out from our comfort zone is not always the best thing to do. It is not wrong to step out, it is good, VERY good. However, maybe it just does not apply to me.
Anyway, let's not spoil the CNY mood =D I bought some CNY cookies from Taka. I just put them on my table, like what mama always did in every CNY eve. I bought german cookies and pineapple tart. I'm so obsess with pineapple tart! LOL. I always sapu all the pineapple tarts whenever i go visiting. They are just so nice!!! Can't wait to eat my pineapple tart tomorrow!! Yay!!
Finally, HAPPY COW YEAR to everyone!!! =D
Labels: How i feel, Mama, My Life, What i think...










